i’m scared my relationship is slowly coming to an end. it’s like i’m holding on to it with my fingertips, and i’m not real sure how to pull it back in. ehhh :/ everyone always says listen to your heart, but is that what i’m reallu suppose to do right now?

guys drink to forget about girls, girls drink to think about that guy. when guys are in love they become poor, when girls are in love they become beautiful. guys can forget but can’t forgive. girls can forgive, but can’t forget. guys break up with a girl when they feel love from another girl. girls break up with guys when they feel seperation. guys feel curiousity to all girls, girls feel curiousity towards guys who are interested in them. when guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl, by going out with another girl. when girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. finally, guys wish to be a girls first love, while girls wish a be a guys last love.

have you ever had that one person who just makes you so mad? it’s like when i see his face i just want to rip it off! the way he talks eats me alive. the way he walks makes me wanna shove something up his ass, so maybe he would walk straight. i just wanna punch him in the face, so that maybe just maybe he wouldn’t think he was such a badass anymore. maybe he wouldn’t think it’s okay to cheat on a girl, or think it’s okay to yell at them, because he didn’t get his way that day. maybe he wouldn’t think everyone had to drop down to his feet and do what he wants them to do right at that moment. if he died, i can honestly say i would go to his funeral and laugh at him and be like you finally got what you deserve, you’re finally burning in hell! i hope you have fun with that! yeah, well thats how i feel about you, and honey i hope when you read this you know it’s all about you! i’m so glad i’m no yours anymore, maybe you should realized that i’m not yours and worry about your new girl now. i hate that you still randomly call me to check in on me, i hate that you hear good things thats going on in my life and you feel like you need to call me and tell me you’re proud of me. i don’t care if you’re proud of me or not! stay out of my life! hearing your voice makes me realize how much i truely hate you and how much i really do want you out of my life. i’m 100% sure she won’t put up with you like i did. i really don’t think any girl will. the first time you yell at them, they will leave you! i should have, but i was so stupid that i never did. i’m gone now though, and i’ll never be yours again! being you was a waste of my time! i hope you burn in hell!

   Today has gone good. Fighting with the boy, but other than that it’s been pretty good.  :)

These are the 30 days.

Day 1 - A photo of yourself and a description of how your day was.

Day 2 - A photo of something you ate today.

Day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date.

Day 4 - Your favorite photograph of your best friend.

Day 5 - A photo of yourself two years ago.

Day 6 - A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

Day 7 - Your dream wedding.

Day 8 - A song to match your mood.

Day 9 - A photo of the item you last purchased.

Day 10 - A photo of your favorite place to eat.

Day 11 - What’s in your makeup bag?

Day 12 - A photograph of the town you live in.

Day 13 - Your favorite musician and why?

Day 14 - A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

Day 15 - Something you don’t leave the house without.

Day 16 - Your celebrity crush.

Day 17 - A photo of you and your family.

Day 18 - Something you crave a lot.

Day 19 - Another picture of yourself.

Day 20 - The meaning behind your blog name.

Day 21 - A photo of something that makes you happy.

Day 22 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Day 23 - 15 facts about you.

Day 24 - A photo of something that means a lot to you.

Day 25 - What’s in your purse?

Day 26 - A photo of somewhere you’ve been to.

Day 27 - A picture of you last year and now and how have you changed since then?

Day 28 - Your favorite movie.

Day 29 - Something you could never get tired of doing.

Day 30 - A photograph of youself today + three good things that have happened good in the past 30 days.

drama is very over rated! Have you ever had someone call you a bad kid, just because you did one little thing wrong? Yeah, i have and i hate it! I’m not a bad kid at all! Just because i got in trouble one time, for something very small, i’m such a horrible kid! :/ i wish they would just stop saying it. Now, i have to switch schools, and leave all my friends i love! Like for real we are in 10th grade, stop your drama!